Alright dad.... Well as you know mum has gone to Turkey with kacee and Shane stuck to yours and mum's promise and took kacee to Turkey looks like they are having a gd time mum's spoiling kacee rotten as u both always do haha... I'm off to Lanzarote next Wednesday can't bloody wait it's that one place I can go and everything reminds Mr of u even though everything does any way miss you so much dad it really don't get any easier just gets easier to hide I feel like crying all the time pathetic I know but I miss and love you so much dad nothing is right without I'd give anything to sit with you one last time just to walk along and talk again but I know deep down one day we will dad and I honestly believe that love and miss you so much dad just hope I'm doing you proud will do mum's carpet over the weekend nice surprise for wen she comes home... you really are one in a million dad I just hope I can be the man u are or even half love and miss you so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx